Thursday, December 19, 2013

Poems poems poems

Poems poems poems.
To many things
Floating around my head,
as I lay quietly
In my bed.

I can't help but wonder
If I may go crazy soon.
Crazier and crazier
The craziest loon.

So many words in my head,
I can't piece together
The words into sentences
I just can't seem to tether.

The free floating thoughts
The mindless jabber
The horrid noise
Of the jaberwak dragon.

See what I mean?
That made no sense at all!
I need to run my head
Into a hard metal wall!

All these words are so crazy
I can't seem to think
What am I doing
I'm on the brink!

These thoughts run wild
These words run free
Jumping and galloping
Right out of me.

I just can't keep up
With all this senseless grammar
Forget the words
They no longer matter.

The words in my head are long since lost
My brain and my sense
Double crossed

The thoughts have won
I'm no longer trying
The end of this poem
Is me
Slowly dying.


Think, Write, Dream on!

Sunday, November 17, 2013

Primal Elements

I was bored on a bus for a few hours. Naturally, I have a few new poems XD

Primal Elements

Primal urges
Beating heart
Gentle blows
Running start

Kicking back
Running fast
Away forever
Spirit half mast

Think with thunder
Run with lightning
Fly with wind
Senses heightening

Fast away
The elements soar
Run free
And soar with me.


Think, Write, Dream On!

Thursday, November 7, 2013

Wander

Think before you speak
Look before you seek
Wander before you go
Love before you lose
Wonder before you do.

People choose so quickly to be rash without all the facts. How well is it really thought through before hand though. Wouldn't it save so many people the regrets they wish they had never done, thought or said? 

Think, Write, Dream On!

Saturday, November 2, 2013

The Hidden Part of Me

The power words hold, only some will understand.

I write quickly
I write without thinking
I write with no senses
Just feeling

Not feeling I understand
Just what I feel
What I know
But can't understand

What I write
Isn't me
But it is
It's the things I can't dwell on
The thoughts that only last a second

I don't think
I feel
I feel my writing
The words on the page
The deepest part of me
The part of me I don't show
The quiet hidden part
The part that I don't let be known

So if you see it
In these brief seconds
Be grateful
For you have seen more of me then
Then you could ever comprehend

My writing is the key
What people don't see
The final part of me.

Only when I start thinking of what I am writing
Does it become something else
I let my emotions control in these brief moments
It's then what is chosen to be done with them
That makes all the difference.

Think, Write, Dream On!

Why the Hell Not?

Why say it
If you don't mean it
Why think it
If you shouldn't say it
Why imagine it
If you couldn't do it

Such depressing thoughts
Such valid points
Nothing makes sense
But something is lost

Things grown fond of
Separated
Things learned to love
Lost
Things once found
Vanished

No longer can I think
Pain overwhelms
Yet I cannot understand why
Just a feeling
I don't think I could explain
I just know
It's gone.

Think, Write, Dream On!

Regrets

Not many people look at this blog, and I am completely ok with that. I can make so many things and feel like people can hear them, even if they don't know what they actually mean. You just don't know. I made this, just for me. To keep me sane. To write the things I wished to say but couldn't. This is me. This is my little thing, my little place. Mine. All my troubles can be released here. Take it as you wish, take it as a moment, take it as words with no meaning. But it is what it is.

You should have gone
I wouldn't have cared
I could have shared
But not like this

Don't make regrets
Embrace the moments
Do only what you wish
Don't force what shouldn't be

I would rather have you go
Than know you didn't want to be there
No regrets should be made
Not with me

And so with these last parting words
I let you free

Don't hold yourself back
Not anymore
Not for me
Go
Be free
Have fun
Do great things
Don't regret
Only live

Think, Write, Dream On!

Friday, October 18, 2013

Sorry

I was asked what I would do today if the unthinkable were to happen.
I finally have an answer, I would say I'm sorry.

Sorry for the people I hurt
Sorry for the things I did
Sorry for the things I won't ever learn.
Sorry for being me
For hiding behind the walls
For not saying the things I should

Sorry for the times I did
What I shouldn't have done
Sorry I have few regrets
Sorry for those who have too many
Sorry for all the decisions that hurt the people
I loved.
Sorry for everything.
But most of all,
Sorry for thinking what I should have said.
Sorry for being me.

And yet, as I write
I think to myself
Why be sorry
Why be sorry for being me
Why be sorry for the things I've done
Why?

I am me
I can't change
I hate it and yet I won't
I am me and that is all I will or can, ever be.
I,
I am me.

Thursday, October 3, 2013

Over It

I spread the word
And hear the while
A long lost lie
To see me smile

The things that thought
Were once long true
The death to sincerity
The death to you

Smile not
For now it's gone
Things once sought
The needle drawn

Die a day
And start anew
Some place different
Away from you.

Think, Write, Dream on!

So school has started and I've been super super busy. The unit we've been working on however, involves poetry and someone happened to piss me off today, so I wrote this just because I can.

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Tired

Why is it so difficult to follow your own advice but give it so easily to others. Life is exhausting, it's difficult and it's not usually rewarding. But I try. I know I need to keep trying but it's not always easy.

I'm done


I can't do this anymore
Pretending to be someone
Something I'm not

Standing strong
At the hardest of times
Is to exhausting
To do bravely anymore

Close myself off
Advice no more
Find someone else
To give you what you're looking for

I am me
Just me
All I can be 
All I want to be

Actions tired
Emotions wired 
Telling myself
To be stronger
For just a bit longer

I am done
Sick of pretending
Sick of hoping
Sick of holding up others
But not myself
I am done


Think, write, dream on!

Saturday, July 20, 2013

That moment

That moment you: 
Watch something you don't want to watch
See something you don't want to see
Hear something you don't want to hear
Feel something you don't want to feel
Think something you don't want to think
Do something you don't want to do
That moment when......

You realize:
What you've watched
What you've seen
What you've heard
What you've felt
What you've thought
What you've done
That moment when......

You understand. 



Think, Write, Dream on!

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Alone


I wish I could follow my own advice. Life would be so much easier. Don't read to much into this one. You guys should know I can't ever write happy poems. ;P

Who notices
When you're gone
Just because you're all alone

What is the point
Of being here
Randomly thinking
Shedding a tear

Who notices
If I'm gone
Missing
Hurt
All alone 

No one. 
No one notices
No one cares
Who should
Why would they
Who could. 

No one. 

Think it! Write it! Dream on!

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Destroyers

I have no explanation for this particular poem. It just is what it is I suppose. Random times.

Time goes by
Life goes on
Friendships come and go
Things you once thought you would never lose
Now gone

Distance parts
Bonds stretch
The world flies by
In the blink of an eye

Things you loved
People you sought
All gone
The changes not fought

The day begins
Time goes by
The day ends
A newly broken tie

Time goes by
Life goes on
Never stopping
Never shy

No regrets
All pain
Distance has struck again
Time its evil master
Ending always in disaster.

Think, Write, Dream on!

Friday, June 7, 2013

Mystical creature


Mystical wonders
Mysterious thoughts
Wolves howling 
Silver shots

Days are dark
Night is black
Bloodsuckers prowl
Upon the shack

Children whimper
Winds scream
All wishing
It was a dream

Darkness closes
The end drawn near
Upon this house
Angels appear

Then showed up
Were the mystical creatures
Making up for in horror
What they lacked with no features

Men made of clay
In a hollow shell
Sit upon the great
Black Forest bell

Trees shake
Glass shatters
Staying alive
Is all that matters

Day does break
Upon those thoughts
Arrive the newcomers
With poison shots

The mysterious wonders
All they do fall
The wonderful angels
That saved us all.

Figured I'd do something based more on fantasy then depressing reality. No depressing thoughts for me today! Hopefully anyways. We'll see how that goes :P

Think, Write, Dream on!

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

I am Me

It's just one of those days. Hope I haven't hurt anyone. I am me. I must remember that. I suppose this poem is motivation to myself. Its one I just wrote and I wasn't very happy so I was typing whatever I thought of. It may not make sense but sometimes it just might.

Those days
Those feelings
Those thoughts you cant ignore

Did I do something
Did you feel something
Am I wrong
Like before

I can't really think
About what's going on inside
My brains in a muddle
Just know that I tried

Feelings jumping
Feelings falling
Hurt moving in

What is happening
What is going on
Is it the end

NO
This is what goes on
This is what happens
You are strong
And you WILL survive

Get a grip
Hold on
Don't let go
Keep moving on

Head held high
Lights dimmed low
Fists ready
To strike the blow

You are you
Noone else
The thoughts you think
Belong to yourself

Be who you are
Don't you dare change
Just think about those feelings and thoughts
Before you go insane.

You are you
I am me
That is the way
It will always be.

Think, Write, Dream on!

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Greek Gods

So I had to write this poem in ELA awhile ago. It had to allude to something, which basically means it had to have words referring to something else. We had just finished our Greek god mythology unit so this poem alludes to the Greek gods. See if you can figure out each god if you can. 

Grey blue troubled eyes
Dark misty winds
Sails along the oceans
7 deadly sins.

Long cloudy sky's
Lighting hurling down
Away goes the sun
Flaming chariot on the ground.

Wisdom hidden slightly
Behind forbidden clouds
Beauty shining mightily
On the sacred ground.
War is ready to brew. 

Run away,
The ocean lunges
The flames go out
Darkness plunges.

War does laugh
At bad attempts
To rectify
What's long gone since. 

The gods at war
Soldiers a ton
Fight as one
As the blows reign true. 

Stay alive
As long as you can
Soldiers fall
Across the land. 

The war is over
Fairness reigns
Back at home
One again. 

Friday, May 17, 2013

Stars

Just a fast thing I put together. And for those who are wondering, no it's not based off of anything or anyone. Sorry I've been getting sloppy with the poems and posting lately. Don't have much time and when I do my brain seems to be dead so all I've been posting are my sloppy 30 second made ones. Sorry everyone, I'll try to make some better ones!

Wonder thoughts
You think at night
Sit and stare
At the morning light

Head tilted
Ears listening
Eyes bright and wide.
Thinking about things
That may have gone by. 

Glance all around
At the stars that shine
In the world that surrounds me
Where you could have been mine

My heart beats fast
Through and through
Never forgetting
How I met you.

Think, Write, Dream on!

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Valentines

Valentines

Love
Loss
Hugs
Shrugs
Live
Life
Valentine

Wonder who
This year shall give
Answer more than true

Think about
Those you love
On this precious day

Everyday
Thankful I pray
I have people like you
To love

Think it! Write it! Dream on!

Sorry its so late. Its not the best, but I had it saved in my drafts, as I had never finished writing it on valentines day. Oh well, better late then never.

Questions

Questions

Days are words
Words are life
Life is wonders,
Wonders are questions
Questions aren't answers
What is?
Why is so much of life a question?

Think it! Write it! Dream on!

Friday, January 25, 2013

Hidden Thoughts

Hidden thoughts
The clouds cry hidden tears
With hidden thoughts of wonderful years
Held before us
We once knew
Things forgot
Missing you

My heart does wonder
What may have been
My tears flow yonder
Yet my thoughts
Stay hidden.

I wrote this for my Instagram account Hiddenthought after I took a picture of the cloudy sky. It was beautiful and I thought this would go nicely.

Think, Write, Dream on!

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Reply

I love you
I work hard for you
I can't resist you
I do what I do
Because I love you

I chase your feelings
I keep you reeling
I do what I do
Because I love you

If it takes me awhile to reply
Only you know why

I climb mountains
To see your smile
I give my sanity
To keep you happy
I do what I do
Just because I love you

So please understand
If it takes awhile to reply
Only you will know why.

The people who love will understand this.

Think it, Write it, Dream on!

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

My Song

This one isn't really a poem...It's more of a song I wrote and it's not done yet. When you read it try not to read it exactly like a poem, add some musical softness to it.

You've been gone for so long
Missing
Running
Loving you
Will you ever be back
To me

To hear me
To love me
To hold me in your arms
Tightly

Can you hear me?
My voice in the air
Wind in my hair

Do you know the things you've done?
The pain that you've caused?
The things that have happened to me?

Are you lost?
Alone?
Missing me?
Holding you?

Can you hear me?
Whispering softly....
Missing you

Running for you
Loving you
Holding you

The things that have happened
Are astounding at the hurt you've caused
If only you knew
I loved you.....

-Hawaiin Hula Girl

*Everyone will have a different version of this because it is all on how you put the emphasis on the words

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

New Year

Things have changed
Moved on
And done
People have wished
Friendships have won

Relationships have started
Emotions a twirl
End in a tear
All in a year

Wonder what beholds
In a year to come
The Chinese snake
Begins a thrum

Kisses and tears
Love and hate
Wishes and dreams
Begin to bake.

The new year has started
Begin again
Live your life
Amen

*The last part I needed somewhat of a rhyme and amen was it. Sorry if anyone is offended by anything religious. Hope everyone has a good year! Don't be afraid to let me know what you think of my poems. I can always improve. Also a heads up, I usually don't rhyme with my poems but this one just worked. Let me know if there are any requests for a certain topic. Nothing inappropriate please.

Lost and Found

For those who feel like you are invisible and nobody cares, there is always someone who has your back, even if you don't know it yet.

Lost and found
Broken
Not gone

Wandering places
Forgotten
Alone

Wondering when
You may show up
Missing you now
And forever

Forgotten
Alone
Wandering on
To places afar
Be gone

Lost and found
Broken....
Not gone

-Hawaiin Hula Girl

Think it, Write it, Dream on!

Love is not

Please don't take this one to heart. It just helped me express my feelings after a really hard day.

Love is not
No place to go

Away is far
To never know

Look away
To far behind
Go to far
Until you die

Run right now
As you may think
A depression dark
As black as ink

Time is not
Away it goes
Run right now
Nobody know

-Hawaiin Hula Girl

Think it, Write it, Dream on!

Whisper

Don't let your life go by. Shape it how you want it to be. You always have a decision. Sometimes by not making a decision, a decision is made.

Whisper quietly
Whisper silently
Wonder as the world goes by

Think this once
And time again
What goes on
This very night

And think just once
Is what I do
As I wonder now,

The world goes by me
Once again
As I wonder,
Silently

-Hawaiin Hula Girl

Think it, Write it, Dream on!

Remember

I wasn't in the best of moods when I wrote this, but it turned out ok and helped me through it.

Think
Run
Cry
Hold

Turn around
Look back
Live in the day
Remember the past

Love the life
Of the shining days
Hug the wonders
Of those special ways

Cherish the things
The little things
The things that mean the most

Live
Love
Run
Cry
Hold....

- Hawaiin Hula Girl

Think it, Write it, Dream on!

Yours

I wrote this because of those days that seem to last forever, thinking about that one person. You know who they are.

Fireflies
Darker skies
Floating on the wind

All at once
There again
Right at the front door

Take a moment
Breathe a bit
Look out at the door

Step quietly
One step over
Opening it up

There I am
Silently
Looking at the floor

Waiting for that day,
When I am yours,
Yours and no one more.

-Hula Girl

Think it, Write it, Dream on!

Shyness

Quietness
Shyness
Darkness
Brightness

Ponder deeply
Thinking lightly
Curiosity it is again

Wonder slightly
What it is
Curiosity may reign

Shut my eyes
Think again
Colors dancing still

Shyly glance around I say
Curiosity wins again

-Hula girl

*There are many things I spend my days thinking about. It is fun and time consuming and overall just helps me get through the day. Think abit.

Think it, Write it, Dream on!

Where to run

Where to run
No place to hide
Pathways on
No way to guide

Roads go on
Lives may not
All must have an end
Forgot

Nowhere to run
No place to hide
Think alone
Must go beside

Run away my dearest now
Into a place, seldom found
To a place where sun may not shine
A place covered with more than grime

Nowhere to run
No place to hide
All must end
Without a guide

Find you though
I do now
To a place seldom found
Take your hand
Place it in mine
Run away
To find our guide

A place to hide
With me now
By my side
Forever,
Found our guide


*You choose your path. In your darkest moments those who love will help you and be your guide.

Poems

I guess I should start with hi. I am starting this blog after realizing that this is a great way to express myself but also let other people know they aren't alone. I copied the idea of making a poem blog so thanks H.M.M for letting me use your idea!

All these poems are my own original makings and none may be used or reproduced without my written permission.