Sorry

I was asked what I would do today if the unthinkable were to happen.
I finally have an answer, I would say I'm sorry.

Sorry for the people I hurt
Sorry for the things I did
Sorry for the things I won't ever learn.
Sorry for being me
For hiding behind the walls
For not saying the things I should

Sorry for the times I did
What I shouldn't have done
Sorry I have few regrets
Sorry for those who have too many
Sorry for all the decisions that hurt the people
I loved.
Sorry for everything.
But most of all,
Sorry for thinking what I should have said.
Sorry for being me.

And yet, as I write
I think to myself
Why be sorry
Why be sorry for being me
Why be sorry for the things I've done
Why?

I am me
I can't change
I hate it and yet I won't
I am me and that is all I will or can, ever be.
I,
I am me.

Over It

I spread the word
And hear the while
A long lost lie
To see me smile

The things that thought
Were once long true
The death to sincerity
The death to you

Smile not
For now it's gone
Things once sought
The needle drawn

Die a day
And start anew
Some place different
Away from you.

Think, Write, Dream on!

So school has started and I've been super super busy. The unit we've been working on however, involves poetry and someone happened to piss me off today, so I wrote this just because I can.