Always the same

Each time I get upset or feel a little down, I write. I don't think about what I write, I just do. So keep in mind as you read this, it was a spur of the moment. I had a strong emotion and I rode it into this. This isn't a great poem, but it was enough to serve it's purpose, to help me get back into my head, and think about things, keeping me from doing something rash. People often ask how I can always stay so calm, well this is how. Self control is always helpful, but this, writing, it expresses how I feel in a way that doesn't have to be understandable, because it's all my own.

Always the Same

Each day I'm pushed
Pushed a little harder
Until one day
I won't have a say
And that is when
Without a doubt
I'm going to snap

It's different
The comfort of it,
All of it,
Is gone.
Simply pushed away.

It's always the same
Every time
Time after time
Nothing ever changes.
Always the same

No matter how much you want it to
No matter how much you beg
No matter how much you hope it to
Nothing is ever stuck like glue
Nothing is ever permanent like you wish it to

You think
You wish
You hope
You wonder
But in the end
Love shall always plunder
After all
It's always the same.

Think, write, dream on!